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Saul to Paul & The Prodigal Son…

one of numerous eternal testaments and examples of God’s relationship to man. His Forgiveness, Love, Grace, and Mercy: for the arrogant, the proud, the pompous, the religious hypocrites and Pharisees alike, even the murderers and slanderers, and all who have felt lost and broken, unworthy, to hateful and persecuting, vengeful toward people, all the more, toward Christ, and those who believe in Him and follow Him...just as the Roman soldier, Saul, had once persecuted Christians, relentlessly and ruthlessly.


Through the Saul-to-Paul conversion we are shown the healing and saving Power of Christ alone; we are shown the ‘Heart of God’ and how just ‘one’ life-changing encounter with Him can truly change the most lost and tormented of Souls from the inside out, and forever…


Helping us see, for ourselves, the error of our own logic and human ‘unconsciousness’ in sin, to what ‘Awakening’ ‘Salvation’ and ‘Redemption’ in Christ actually looks like; it’s not ‘mental’ it’s in the heart, Soul, and Spirit; as well as the acceptance of our actions and accountability of (e.g.) “As a man sows, so shall he reap” (aka) Karma, but most importantly, His ‘Grace’ as we lay it at His Feet, accepting what we cannot change and the willingness to change the things we can. We reap what we sow that we may become the understanding, compassion, and empathy He holds for us, and for all…


That we would come to ‘Know’ God’s Heart for us and for ‘all’ in the most tangible way, and that we would of our own volition, 'choose’ Him, having witnessed what life is like in ‘not’ choosing Him.


The prodigal son was welcomed home with open arms ‘because’ The Father’s Love never died for him; it was never lost. It was patient and prayerful. The Father did not chastise him when he returned, he embraced him with open arms, adorned him, and cried praises to God...


The son had to learn what a life of self-indulgence and rebellion led him into: depravity at his own free-will, just to inevitably squander all his inheritance and long for Home; humble himself to return regardless of any human shame and fear he had…the deep seated knowing of His Father’s Love, Forgiveness, and Wisdom, drew him back…that he might ‘Know’ the grace and mercy of God, of ‘Love’ itself…


He experienced the backfire of all that he chose with such self-serving, lust-indulging choices; and to be so knocked off his own self-glorified pedestal at his ‘own’ doing, to eat in the mud and pigpen with the pigs; another story, different and akin to Paul’s, nevertheless… the same take away: we can run and run and 'try' to hide, but we do 'not' hide from Love; we do not hide from God…


True Awakening in Christ does not come with arrogance and ‘without’ humility or Spiritual Warfare, but it ‘does’ come with the promise of eternal ‘Life’ in Him (Soul Life) and ‘Knowing’ Him all the deeper and truer when we come to Him humbled: He is God! He saw us through the ‘karma’ of our own choices and lovingly and prayerfully waited…


This is given that we should know and believe ‘deep’ within what is already there and what had been taught to us. To know that He will be right there with us in our ‘physical’ body all the same, activating our heart, mind, and Spirit in ‘His’ Truth, Wisdom, and Guidance through our conscious, ‘chosen’ connection to Him, choosing to come Home to Him (within) all the more, and with a grateful, graceful heart; a zest and zeal for Life, seeing ourselves proactive in healing and healed (in Him) as well as ‘no’ ‘fear’ of death or going Home to Him in His Divine Time for us, and while in the body (physical vessel) “The Kingdom of Heaven is Within” The Heart, Consciousness of Christ, The Savior, and in conscious, purpose-driven communion with Him in Heart, Soul, and Spirit…



Written on the Soul where we find Him (Within) with the zeal for Truth, and absolute willingness to die for Him too- Truth Itself, should God see our ‘true’ Faith, motives, and heart of the matter for ‘Him’ evident within our mind and Spirit, which only ‘He’ can see with ‘perfect’ Sight and Clarity; all the more reason we are not called to judge that ‘for’ Him even in ourselves, and not because ‘He’ needs anything from us or ‘needs’ us to do anything for Him to ‘earn’ His Love: we don’t ‘earn’ His Love, we ‘are’ His Love…


There is no earning what God already has for us and has given and seeded within us; there is only the recognition of it and the choice in ‘receiving’ it or not, consciously and pro-actively, seeking Him and ‘His Will’ found in His Word for us, or not. It is a choice.


Nor does God call us to ‘martyrdom’ mindsets when we do choose Him, no. We are not martyrs for Christ, we are Victors ‘in’ Christ, ‘because’ of what ‘He’ did for us, not the other way around; and so that we don’t have to live in confusion ‘or’ fear; and again, not because ‘He’ ‘needs’ anything from us, but because He loves us and ‘wants’ us to Know His Love within us. He wants to give to us and fill up our cup, but where is our heart?


And what we ‘desire’ to do for Him in ‘works’ is merely the ‘byproduct’ of His Love and Will overcoming us, it is not ‘forced’ upon us like a burden when we are in true alignment with Him, and surrendered to His Will and Word, deeply grateful for His ultimate sacrifice of Love…


'He’ is the treasure, the gem, among the thorns and weeds; The One we hold Precious and Sacred in our Being; we ‘choose’ Him and Love Him ‘because’ He ‘first’ Loved and chose ‘us’ and in thus choosing to ‘share’ in His Heart for the world, we share in the suffering of it too; the Pain God feels through us, and we feel it deep within and cry out to God in prayer, as He did and exemplified, all the more in what a ‘relationship’ with our Spirit Parent-God The Father-Mother as 'One' looks like…


And in so choosing, we are not motivated nor governed by guilt, fear of punishment, and unworthiness; but by Grace, Mercy, and Perfect Love, made ‘complete’ in His Sacrifice for us, for humanity. And we welcome His discipline because we 'Know' it comes in Love as it becomes an ‘honor’ to serve God, not a burden; it becomes the ‘least’ we feel we can do, 'Knowing' He’s got everything else covered…


And how could we ever be ashamed of Him? The One who didn’t shame us even through all the shame we had brought upon ourselves at any point in our humanity. The One who declared among the men circling the woman thrown at His feet as a harlot and prostitute: ‘he who has not sinned among you, cast the first stone" and every stone is dropped to the ground as there is a solemn silence before one by one the men depart, and to the woman he says: “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?” “No one sir” she said- “then neither do I condemn you” declared The Lord, “Go now, and leave your life of sin”…


He didn’t go to His Death and Resurrection to ‘condemn’ us of ourselves but to ‘save’ us of ourselves; and not ‘one’ is without sin. And just as the glass is not ‘half empty’ and running out, but ‘half full’ and ‘expecting’ in ‘anticipation’ and ‘confidence’ ‘more’ water where ‘that’ came from: straight from The Source Himself; so much so, that we can ‘expect’ to fill up more cups from the ‘one’ of our own that was once “half full” now multiplied by the ‘many’, simply for the way we chose to see the glass of water and drink it in expectation of more because we ‘desire’ more of God, with a willingness to rid ourselves of our lives of sin, because ‘He’ paid for it that upon our salvation in Him, it would all be erased, but to ‘stop’ in that sin for the sake of our own Ascension in Heart, Mind, Spirit, so that we don’t create any ‘more’ sin (Unconscious Rebellion) for ourselves…


And because such a perspective & consciousness shift doesn’t come ‘without’ Him; whether we ‘credit’ Him or not or see all the moves He made and people placed in our lives, even those we’ve loved whom ‘have’ judged and condemned us while failing to hear Christ ask the same question to them…


All to convey these messages from Him, straight to our inner being, and all throughout our path and even through our rebellion; we didn’t know who we were or what we needed all along until we found ourselves depraved in Spirit and truly encountered and let Him in; lost in our darkness until He, ‘The’ Light of the World came through shining His Light on us, to say: "I do not condemn but forgive you, now turn your life around and keep My Words on your heart and in all that you ‘do’”


And then we are shown, we didn’t just ‘find Him’ by chance or by accident, He ‘pursued’ us and met us where we were at, and kept knocking on the door to see if we’d open it to Him, keeping it open and staying true and near to Him; whether we realized it or not, He was ‘always’ forgiving and pursuing us. And even when He let us swim away like little unconscious and curious fish exploring the great big underworld of the ocean world, encountering many other creatures and strange dark caverns and crevices along the way, hidden predators preying and lurking, unbeknownst to little fish; God’s Eye remained and remains on us….


He casts out His line to keep pulling us back in and shielding us from danger, guiding us ‘out’ of sinful (forgetting God) lifestyles and even bringing us ‘back to Life’ in the physical, when it wasn’t our time to go, because we didn’t get to experience the fullness of Him made available in our ‘physical’ world by refusing Him time and again…


He reveals His Patient and Understanding Nature all the more; yet He was always there, in every drop and molecule since the foundation of the earth, in our collective Subconscious as we began to Awaken and scratched the surface of  re-membering ourselves in Him ‘consciously’ and for our ‘good’ in 'all' things (Romans 8:28) working together for His Reverence, Glory, Promise, and Purpose in our lives…


He draws the subconscious sea of chaos and distorted thought patterns into the conscious mind for evaluation, as we continue to ‘put on’ the mind of Christ with our will surrendered to His; our thoughts become surrendered to His too; which ‘is’ simultaneously the ‘Armor’ of God, Christ Himself, that we are ‘putting on’ in so doing…


And for the same reasons He instructed His disciples and followers to be “fishers of men” for ‘His’ sake, not in any emotionally--charged and forceful way, as God does not ‘force’ Himself upon anyone, but by the beckoning in Spirit; to not be ashamed of Him because He was never ashamed of us, but to spread ‘The Word’ which is 'Good News' and help prepare those Souls and the ‘entire world’ at that, to ‘witness’ the proofs in His Word, and His Love and ultimate pursuit of His Own Creation, through His ‘Love-centered’ discipline (Reproofs with Grace) all the same. To show us that we have a ‘personal’ and truly unconditionally Loving God who engages with us and cares about our well being and Spiritual body, our growth and understanding ‘while’ in the physical; our Faith, even and especially among that which hasn’t been ‘seen’ with the physical eye…


Indeed, the ‘Good News’ of Christ is ‘truly’ priceless to the Soul that grows to Know Him and not reject His reproofs but seek correction of steps within them; and therefore understand & inner-stand their own relationship to God; what He is asking of us, and for all those who take refuge in Him during trying times, persistent in pursuit of His Will, even through periods where we feel as though He’s gone quiet on us; holding fast to what His Word says; and sure enough, in comes the ‘Peace of God’ that truly ‘does’ pass our own human understanding and mystifies those who don’t understand or Know Him personally…


And how can one experience freedom in Christ ‘while’ suffering? It is not in the conscious mind of fathomable reason, but in the Spirit of The Lord imparting to us Joy and those lessons to the Soul to exemplify all the same: the physical is always passing, we are ‘dying’ everyday as our Eternal Spirit goes on. All has been given that we should prepare ourselves for the ‘Now’ and ‘Then’…


That we would witness “all” things working together for the ‘good’ of those who ‘love’ Him and have been called according to His Purpose (Romans 8:28) … not just ‘some’ things... ‘all’ things: meaning nothing we’ve said and done in our own sin and unconsciousness or rebellion, eternally defines us. Not once we are truly made ‘New' creatures in Him…


Our shortcomings, our failures, and our triumphs: ‘all’ things; when we surrender our Spirit to Him to ‘truly’ see through the heartaches, the hardships, the pain, to the miracles and the healing and the depth of innermost understanding in Christ and the unique relationship we will each have with God; and how every good and perfect gift comes from Him, as well as every authorized trial and test that we could go through, that God has checked off on, intended to shape us and satisfy our own ‘testing’ of the Spirit: to ‘Ascend’ our hearts, minds, Spirit in Him: The. Way. Truth. Life, to our own default ‘prodigal’ nature as humans on a Soul journey Awakening to their own Creator…


And no matter how many times we have fallen away or grown complacent and stagnant, or felt unworthy, God knew this was all by default and continuity of humanity and their own creations with free-will (misuse) in unconsciousness. Yet, He stood by, whispering something else: “you are ‘more’ than worthy and you are loved and forgiven unconditionally, not because you “deserve” it or have “earned” My Grace, Love, and Forgiveness, but because I created you to ‘Know’ Me, to call on Me, to Trust ‘Me’, to open your heart to ‘Me’ and believe in 'Me' as I believe in you; I AM that I AM 'your' Creator and I have Loved you from the foundation of your Soul’s creation in Me, and I will Love you unto the end and for all eternity no matter where you are learning; you need not more than to be still and ‘Know’ that I AM God; and that ‘nothing’ is too big or problematic for me to repair; you are 'not' broken ‘beyond’ ‘My’ repair because ‘I’ alone have ‘all the parts’ you need: you need ‘only’ to trust in and believe on Me and my Love for ‘you’, Beloved.”


And all the more in trying times that don’t swallow us alive: that is not by our ‘own’ power, this we Know. However it may perplex and mystify those who ‘don’t’ Know God and deem us a threat to their own false sense of power. But for those who ‘anticipate’ His filling up of their cup, to ‘overflowing status’ there is ‘always’ the hope for tomorrow in the recognition of today, and all that we are facing in ‘the moment’ connected to the past, present, and future of this beautiful, crazy, messy, often self-over-complicated, and rebellious thing called ‘Life’: in all our human fears, projections, emotions, doubts, insecurities etc. and yet as we come to Know God, we are shown that we were 'never' meant to carry these burdens alone or ‘forever’…


We ‘need’ ‘The One’ who paved it all and paid it all, and taught us the Nature of ‘Real’ Love (God’s Love) Grace, and Mercy and what it looks like all the more in Divine Hu-Man- Historical form; Savior, Redeemer and Son of God Himself, grounding us in His Light; laying down all ego for Higher Understanding, Forgiveness, and True Freedom in Him; we find Him in our Spirit within…


When we are happy, we bring it to Christ. When we are sad, we bring it to Christ. When we are angry, we bring it to Christ. When we are mourning, we bring it to Christ. When we feel lonely, we bring it to Christ. When we are confused, we bring it to Christ; and when we are Victorious over all our hardships, through all the trials and tribulations that shaped and molded us as our 'relationship' with God grew deep and secure...to the point not much could shake us anymore; we bring 'all' praise, honor, glory, and credit to... Christ The Lord and Redeemer...


Christ (indwelling Within) ‘is’ the Eternal part of us as we make up His Body on Earth and this conviction arises not to ‘guilt’ and ‘shame’ us for being the imperfect human sinners we are, but to save us from any more erroneous thought patterns or self-glorified ideas of ourselves (outside) of Christ: there is 'no' Sovereignty ‘outside’ of Christ; outside of, where it doesn’t hold ‘eternal’ water for our Soul and therefore, without Him, our thirst cannot be quenched, from the Soul level, and we will continue to feel the ‘Void’ within no matter where we are dimensionally as Souls...


Father, Mother, Sister, Brother, Wife, Husband, Son, Daughter—He redundantly asks us  “who is Mine?” And He says:  “those who do the will of My Father” because when we are truly surrendered in our heart, Soul, Spirit, He becomes ‘everything’ out of ‘any’ relationship dynamic we could possibly need, and sustains our Spirit in Him with patience and peace in waiting on Him; 'because’ He is God’s Perfect Son incarnate with all Authority given in Saving Power...


And even extending that Authority in Him to ‘us’ and how Sovereign and Gracious is that! Extending His Power ‘through’ us; sinners and all, to say that in Him alone ‘all’ things are possible and even further stating: “all these things I do, you will do and greater” and that’s incredible when we truly ponder it from that deep-seated & seeded Faith and Confidence in Him… “greater?” things…


What shall we conclude with this? Shall we be waiting until we are in Spirit, in ‘Heaven’ to lay hands on one another or at a distance in Jesus’ Name and ‘heal’ the blind, cast out demons, discover our manifesting and healing power and authority in ‘Him’ to do so? Shall we wait until we are dead to pray for and resurrect the dead in Jesus' Name? Shall we ‘wait’ until we are in Heaven to ‘do’ these “greater things” by His Authority? As believers, do we ‘truly’ believe in His Words to us? What is the proof of our Faith in Him beyond our own lives and self-focused, self-glorified agendas?


Everything here on earth is a manifestation that started ‘first’ in Spirit by God Himself before Free-Will was ever given; as we realize that if there’s anything we ‘don’t’ want to do, it’s offend God with “worrying” after we've received Him, just to hear Him ask us: “For what?” For what could you possibly ‘worry’ when you are cared for and loved by 'Thee' God of the Cosmos and Multiverse, and given Authority in and under Him to ‘do’ as He does...


Indeed 'Oh - WE' of ‘little’ Faith as a Christian collective; or is it ‘western’ Christianity? And even those ‘with’ the claimed Faith; we of little Faith when we worry and doubt the Authority given us in ‘His’ Name to heal and drive out evil in our own lives and in the lives of others...


In showing us the True Character and Nature of our Supreme Creator, not just in ‘theory’ and ‘thought’ or in Spirit, but in ‘physical’ and ‘historical’ form, verbally given. "All those who receive you, receive Me" He declared. There were no distinctions or labels given in that declaration...


The One who asked when being accused of blasphemy: “Have I not said you are all gods?” - but of Himself: 'The’ Way, Truth, and Life: God’s Son, did He declared and that He and The Father are ‘One’… so Whom ‘gave’ Authority to His true believers and the Instruction on how to have a ‘relationship’ (not religion) with Him? ...


He did…


Because like any tool that can just as well be used the wrong way and not serve it’s intended purpose, religion is only useful if it leads us into a true and deep ‘relationship’ with our Creator through our Savior and Redeemer; it is not useful if it becomes another superficial tool used for ‘ego’ ‘show’ or 'political' ‘resumes’ - as God Himself did 'not' create any ‘religion’, not even Christianity, men did that. But to be a Christ follower in Heart and Spirit, is to be a follower of The Way, Truth, and Life made manifest in Christ as our Salvation and Redeemer… that’s it.


And we are followers of His Promises to us, in His Salvation (saving) when our heart and mind is humbled and pure in our Faith in Him: that ‘is’ the evidence of His Saving Power Itself that no religion, theology, or dogma can replace no matter how fascinated or even judgemental we may become in studying and dissecting the dogmas and theologies just to teach them. Just as the bath water the baby sits in, dirty or not depending on our life circumstances wherever we are in the world: the bathtub and the water the baby is put in, does not define the baby himself, nor our love and relationship with the baby.


Likewise, we don’t throw out Jesus because the ‘religion’ He’s placed in ‘by man’ preaching ‘prosperity’ messages 'alone' in their fancy shoes and Sunday suits, passing around the tithing  plate, elder in order to count the ‘earnings’ of the day before the sermon has even begun and within ‘one’ religion the many can’t even agree on every interpretation of Scripture, so often distorting the heart of His message: in fear-based teaching, complacency, money-driven Spiritual narcolepsy, superficial, and business-oriented, hypocritical model: which is just 'not' in the ‘Heart’ of Christ. Many who’ve left the church perhaps left religion behind, not Jesus Himself and to the discerning Spirit and follower of Christ, it is ‘felt’ when we recognize other ‘true’ believers in the World, whether those are encounters in the church or not…


Western churches ‘everywhere’ preaching the Christ Gospel must be able to face admonition if they want to grow in The Holy Spirit. As believers ‘all’ are called to hold one another accountable, all the more any pastor and elder of ‘any’ church teaching from The Word. Hypothetically speaking: should a homeless individual or group of them, "unclean” & unkept, shoeless, reeking of alcohol or body odor, show up on a Sunday morning to sit and listen quietly; how many churches of pastors, elders, and greeters are ‘thrilled’ to see this or welcome him/them in?


How many are opening their arms and doors as though ‘all’ 'truly' are welcome in His Kingdom and in fellowship within or outside of those walls. If the ‘many’ pastors and elders of various churches and denominations were ‘honest’ with themselves in this ‘Western’ way of superficial, too often ‘political’ Christianity and fellowship; they’d see the error and ego of their own heart and mind; will they rebuke and scoff at those God sends in to ‘hold’ accountable to His Word and ‘His’ message and ‘all’ walks of Life that ‘He’ loves and pursues and seeks out…


Christ is 'never' changing, humans are: for better or worse, even as they place themselves in high positions and appoint unto themselves so much importance that they too can play God and decide who gets to attend their church and who will be made to ‘feel’ -if not outright told - they are not truly welcome in. That Christ can’t truly meet them ‘exactly’ where they’re at until they have a shower or put some shoes on. Meat of the Message doesn’t change: our absolute ‘need’ for Him and to revisit His Word on what being a believer and follower of Christ ‘should’ look like, if it doesn’t in our lives…


He exemplified it so that we would not be remotely confused about ‘His’ standard for our hearts and lives as it pertains to all others when being a ‘true’ follower of His. How many ‘Christian’ Western churches secretly (or not so secretly) just ‘evidently’ in how people are handled: how many employ India’s ‘caste’ system in disguise right within their own walls? Two seconds before jumping up to the stage and pulpit raising praises and hands to God... are ‘all’ ‘truly’ welcome to come as they are? As Jesus would’ve met them ‘right’ where they are if we could see Him standing before us again…


As true believers, there ought ‘never’ be a caste system in any of our churches based on how someone(s) appears and as true believers, we anticipate Him in our daily Life challenging us to remove ourselves from ‘Spiritual Ego’ all the same, to get into our heart space, and to recognize our thoughts and patterns as we come upon anyone whom ‘Christ’ did not turn away, even if ‘we’ choose to because they don’t 'look the part’ - a true believer would be convicted by that; because a true believer knows that the God of possible can and ‘would’ even disguise Himself as one of them 'just to test the Spirit' of that church and that pastor.


Dear Western Christian Churches,


Have you ever turned away the ‘very’ Lord and Savior Himself Whom you preach on? Would a message like this make you reconsider turning anyone away ever again whether you project onto them or not in your thoughts... anyone who just wanted to sit in and listen without trying to distract but be fed by The Word. Or even making them feel unwelcome? Do you make a disgusted face when you see him/them? Or do you embrace them? Or are you a member of any church you’ve walked in, upset by what you see or scoffing at any true believer embracing a homeless, shoeless, stinky individual at the door, ready to find them a seat and take the time to get to know them: introduce them etc…


Are you the believer who believes that just because you are adorned in physical beauty and ‘cleanliness’; just because you showered and put on your makeup and Sunday’s best for service, followed up with an IG post to showcase your religion, right after the sermon is over, nice and ‘clean’ on the outside but filthy and full of superficiality on the ‘inside’ in the heart and mind, disturbed by seeing or sitting next to anyone deemed 'lower' class...


Ask, between you and the pure-hearted Soul seeking God, sitting there next to you; shoeless, holes in his clothes, two chairs down from yours, in mild to severe stench of his own unshowered body for months: is it ‘just’ too much to take even for an hour? Is it ‘just’ too much to persevere through being in the same room as a homeless man or group, much more two seats over? But what ‘if’ that ‘was’ Jesus sitting next to you? Would that change your mind?


And what if people started getting up and making their way to that homeless man because 'The Holy Spirit' revealed it to those 'few' pure and open hearts within the four walls, and upon such revelation they are propelled out of their chairs, mid-service toward the stinky, shoeless man with tears in their eyes and heartfelt embrace, and kissing the feet of that man: "what an odd thing to do” -is that the thought? Or is the thought that there must be a demon in the service that day, possessing a few individuals...


And if those ‘few’ were not among the elders or the pastor himself, what would the pastor and the elders make of it all? Do they prohibit all said individuals from returning, deciding they must all be deceived or possessed by the Devil himself woorshipping a 'man' like that?


As we grow in our understanding and love for God, in His Heart, there is no room for caste systems and separation of people who are too spiritually righteous and outwardly ‘clean’ to be closely associating with -not just donating to- any homeless community; there is no amount of showering, cologne, perfume, lipstick, and hair gel that can cover the inner-filth in the heart and mind that God sees and shows up in various forms to ‘test’ us with--including the very Savior in disguise. But the more we seek to follow Christ -not the pretty, superficially-packaged Scapegoated one we want to 'use' for our own self-glory; but the one who showed us who ‘He’ is long ago and then asked us to do the same, so He can see just where to guide our heart and spirit and how to test us…


As we seek The Holy Spirit, we ought to be seeking conviction where conviction is necessary for our true salvation and redemption in Christ, and as we do we want more of the ‘Real’ deal because it sits ‘right’ in our Spirit and reveals things to us that we may struggle to convey but convey nevertheless, as a standard Christ gave those whom claim to be ‘His’ followers with such imparting of The Holy Spirit and anointing by Him: honest evaluation of ourselves, God will bring into our picture, for better or worse, of our own ideas about it. But such reproof should only strengthen our Faith and humble our hearts, making evident the ‘take away’: He is 'always' 'actively' engaged and caring for and humanity and cares about whether or not we who claim Him, truly understand and 'Know' His Heart: 'The' Heart of God...


And--or whether that fellowship is in the four walls of any church building, where The Holy Spirit is Actively welcomed in by ‘every’ heart in true fellowship with one another, none turned away, judged, scoffed at. The Holy Spirit doesn’t lie to those discerning from a sincere heart and Spirit; not even in churches and among pastors and priests just as prone to falling short as anyone else, yet equally teaching from The Word; none of us being Jesus Himself, yet loving to speak on His Words but not ‘truly’ apply His message even within the four walls. This won’t apply to ‘every’ one of em’ out there but there are far too many more that it does apply...


The Holy Spirit reveals this…


And among the many denominations of ‘one’ religion ‘Christianity’ all the same that do not agree on every Scripture translation. There is our ‘human’ logic in ‘trying’ to make it all fit according to our interpretation of that given to us, but is that ‘always’ God’s interpretation, or is it subjective to the individual or denomination? Philosophy is subjective logic and plays a large role, yes, but even bigger: The Holy Spirit, which ‘no man’ can ‘logically’ ‘fully fathom’ nor  contain in a box with labels or within four walls…


And if you’re not familiar with the story of Saul-Paul, or you are but it’s been a while since you’ve pondered on it, scroll down for a great resource, to ‘The Word’ as He walked with them and spoke to the ‘then’ of mankind over 2,000 + years ago and to the ‘future’ of the ‘Now’ of mankind; whomever you are reading this, it’s not by chance or ‘accident’ that you are still reading...


And don’t be afraid, right there where you are, to offer up so much as a  ‘whisper’ to Him whether you’ve read a single Scripture in life or not : “show me who You are, Jesus, and remove any shadow of doubt within me that blocks me from knowing Your Heart and expressing it in action to ‘all’ those you bring to my door—if I am Yours, show me”... and the more you pray that prayer every day, the more you show Him that you are sincerely willing and open to perceiving and receiving Him without the logical brain getting in the way needing to rationalize religion, dogma, and theology over simply having a 'relationship' with Christ…


Because He, The Holy Dove, moves in you, and whether that happens alone in your room or in a service at church, or online... when The Holy Spirit moves in you, you Know it and there's no denying it, so be prepared to ‘cry it out’ and to expect the unexpected; you will see that your Soul was just longing to vent to Him, however that looks like; it will be unique to ‘you’ and your ‘peronsal’ developing relationship with Him, The One who you will discover ‘truly’ ’Knows’ ‘you’ and loves you all the more for ‘keeping it real’ with Him; you will find healing in those tears and the sense within that ‘God can take it’ - whatever the frustration or anger or sorrow and sadness; “pour it out on Me” - He says… “let 'Me' reveal something to 'you.'"


Don’t stop those tears from pouring down your cheeks; you’ve bottled up all your emotions and masks long enough, thinking you had to do it all alone…but the burden is lifting ‘because’ you allow Him in, He shows you your connection to ‘everything’ and He saw how heavy that burden was for you: the shame, the guilt, the regret, the hurt, the pain, the betrayals, the lack of self esteem, self-love, or your own rebellion against Him and religion all the same… all of it! But to Him, those burdens of ‘yours’ ‘were’ always, and ‘will always’ be, as 'light' as a feather to God…


And when this happens, and for a number of you reading this, it will, I’m told, whether all you hear is silence, yet all you ‘feel’ is Him upon you, even as you read this, bubbling in your Spirit and stirring up in your heart: Truth is being recognized within your being. Love, Compassion, Understanding, and Knowing ‘you’ personally; every hair numbered on your head and every freckle and mole or scar on your body, and ‘every’ choice ever made and every experience ever had in your Soul’s history; and more than you would or ‘could’ ever explain to Him, ‘HE tells you’ who 'you' are: a Child of God, Loved by Him, supported by Him, and given Salvation and Authority in Him, no matter who you are or how you ‘appear’ to the world in your expression: God is concerned with your ‘heart’... and how 'Blessed' are 'you' when you finally come to see, believe, and to ‘Know’ it, in the depths of your being: 'just how' blessed and loved, and pursued by God, 'you' are; lowliest of the lows and all, ‘all’ the more…


So, to any and every individual that finds themself reading this, I don’t see you with my physical eyes, but my Spiritual Eye and I do ‘feel’ you; but God 'Sees' 'Feels' 'Hears' ‘everything’ and understands 'your' pain and heartache and confusion and doubt; and none of it is 'too big' for Him to heal and work with in you...


To each of you, know that I hold you in my Heart, Soul, and prayers as I pray breakthroughs and Miracles over your Life, this moment…


in Jesus Name🕊️




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