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For What It’s Worth…

The Soul is the Gold of God, and that bottle of pills or any other substance you’ve chosen, doesn’t define you, your Soul, and your future, unless you allow it to. Please don’t forget in the weakest moments of temptation, that ‘you’ hold the power within, and Satan can’t take it from you unless you choose to give it away…



Nothing can take it from you unless you choose to believe that it can. And when the false sense of identity you’ve attached to being on them, is replaced with the identification of the calling in your Soul to rise above, you ‘will’ find the freedom you are ultimately craving and the shackles you’ve placed on yourself, broken---that no devil, pill or substance can sustain or hold a candle to. You won’t have to be another statistic of Souls that allowed themselves to be taken over…but a survivor and conquerer instead. An inspiration to help others as you overcome the denial and choose the path of recovery...



I know you’re afraid. I know you tell yourself you’re only ‘you’ in that state of mind and physical experience so it becomes easier to justify any 'false' sense of reality that comes with it. Afraid of judgement, afraid of being rejected, afraid of failure, afraid of letting down the world of those who look up to you, afraid of anyone giving up on you if they knew how bad it was, afraid of being a lost cause …afraid to be 'vulnerable'… so you mask it again and again…you choose the path of least resistance and cave in, believing the narratives in your own mind that you’ve attached to this particular identity, but it is ‘not’ your true identity and you cannot forget that…



I am not going to sugar coat it, but I am going to be here to tell you that you are on this page and reading these words because God is calling ‘you’ personally to surrender to Him…and you hold the power within to have the absolute best that God in ‘this’ Lifetime can offer you—are you willing to believe that? Because belief in God and in yourself, and in your loved ones—is the ‘only’ way to live this Life to the fullest in the most sober sense of the word, and to still be here when your children or future children, or any other individual or child you love, is grown and finding their own happiness in love and life, you are as much a part of their story too...



Breaking generational patterns or addictions is not an easy road at all, but it’s ‘more’ than possible, with God. You are ‘so’ much stronger than you’ve allowed yourself to believe. And you have to want it for yourself because no one can do it for you…I know you don’t understand the full picture of any new reality you could exist in, but it’s clear to me… Though it was never 'pills' for me, I recall my own days in the dumps, abusing substances to cope; every 'misuse' of coping mechanisms, substance related or not, and every suicidal thought that I had and hated myself for having…recognizing that it wasn't the substance itself; it was the one pulling the trigger. I had to look at myself and what was going on in my Spirit and mental state that was causing 'any' kind of dependency on 'any' kind of substance. I couldn’t be here writing these words if I didn’t understand and live it myself. If I hadn't been at the very bottom of the barrel, facing those demons head on...



But all you have to hold onto in any moment of weakness and temptation is that ultimate vision you hold for yourself that God is personally calling you to see, or you wouldn’t be on this page reading this message for 'you'…nothing happens by accident. There are no coincidences. There is 'only' Divine Orchestration in braving, facing, and healing our Shadow wounds-- and all the more when you’re truly ready for it. Because you want it that bad. This is ‘personal’ between ‘you’ and ‘God.' I am no more than a messenger of His…and it happens one day at a time. One decision at a time to see that picture more clearly. Grace for yourself as you reclaim your power and dictate that new world into existence that you 'must believe' you hold the power to see through to fruition and that God is fighting for you…



No one knows you like God, and no one’s heart breaks more than God’s …no one sees you through ‘every’ trial and temptation, but God. No one you cry out to when you’re alone hears you like God…you can, and you will overcome this when you allow the Power of His Love to overcome you... Regardless of my trust issues with people and circumstances that have tried me- those that tried to predict my future and left me for the vultures; all that I’ve worn vulnerably here, I see through to the core of myself and anyone God places on my path...there is so much Grace, unconditional Love, and Strength to overcome any challenge. That is 'you' dear one, or (again) you wouldn't have found yourself here.



I understand why people attach themselves to me but I am doing a disservice, in my own Higher Calling,  if I don’t give you the Truth and tell you that I am praying for you and that I will always believe in you. My Spirit doesn’t rest unless I tell you. You are 'never' alone and you are not worthless, unable, or broken beyond repair. You are ‘not’ the sum of your addictions or mistakes, but the Phoenix rising and ready to soar out of the ashes with a clear Spirit, mind, energy, heart, body, and Soul…



I ‘feel’ that craving in you ‘more than anything else’, and you have to know that voice of Conscience is ‘not’ a condemning one… it is ‘not’ the same as any voice of fear, doubt, narratives projected on you, or self-depreciation… discern the difference when you hear whatever you hear. Choose hope and Faith in God. Choose Surrender...and choose ‘you’ over anything you’ve allowed to define you to this point… your Soul is ‘that’ Powerful and holds 'that' much Purpose beyond your own life, or they wouldn’t have come for you so hard...



Don’t let them win.


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